Please be O-V-E-R soon!

Hey followers!! Lately it has been sooo crazy here at my place. Well, i'm not sure its the place or just me. The depo shot i feel like is making my crazy and i seriously HATE it! I feel sad and out of place ALL THE TIME NOW! i cant seem to resume my regular activities and my doctor doesnt want me to pursue anything until the shot is done. i got it april 13th and im half way through basicaly. i just need support right now, im soo off track. No, i dont need anyone telling me their miserable experience on the shot, i just need support. plain old support. I feel like a terrible mother, a terrible person, and i feel like i cant do the things i used to. i guess i just need this damn thing to go away. I had depression before i got on the shot but it was manageable and its much worse now. im sure the shot hasnt made things better. well, im sorry for ranting and complaining. This is why i havent done vlogs or anything, im not up to it. Hopefully ill be better soon. im just trying to get by day to day. PS. it also makes me feel pregnnat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! agh! God help me.